Hook:
I put this gun up to my head
Now it's full of smoke
I keep thinking bout my life
And how it could've gone
And all the things I couldve done
But I won't even know
Cause all I feel is emptiness
It's deep inside my soul
And now I'm gone
Hoe
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First Verse:
I keep thinking
Man im drinking
Till i fade away
I Pull the pistol I just bought
And blow my fucking brains
Whats the fucking point life
Why do I even try
Knowing deep inside
A part of me it wants to die
You acting like you love
But I know that you despise
I dont see no friends around me
It's like they all died
Half just wants my money
Half just wants to waste my time
The rest of em
I do not know
If thеy'll leave me bеhind
I spend a lot of time alone
Until I lose my mind
You trying to search for something
That I couldn't even find
You looking for a heart
All I gots a fucking hole
There used to be something inside
Until I let it go
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Hook:
I put this gun up to my head
Now it's full of smoke
I keep thinking bout my life
And how it could've gone
And all the things I couldve done
But I won't even know
Cause all I feel is emptiness
It's deep inside my soul
And now I'm gone
Hoe
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Second Verse:
Yeah im soulless
And im at the bottom
I'm heartless
I try to smile
But that always seems to be the hardest
And somehow
I just always seem to be the target
So I dont smile
You can
Leave me in the garbage