(VERSE 1)
So this started about a year ago
While there was still snow
When I moved to a new city for a new job
It was a job for oil field working day and night I couldn't stop
Then I ended getting laid off
And I had signed up for a gym personal trainer
Which got really pricey and I had to pay it later
I also owed on my brand new car
Which was a stupid buy and then they took it from me
I also had to move out of my apartment so I broke the lease
Because not having a job means get the fuck out and leave
I'm so tired of society charging me for everything
Like hey can you give us your money
If you try to cancel anything
There's another form of debt
Everyone is a huge asshole
Its like trying to crawl out of a never ending hole
And I swear it's just pitch black in this pit
I wish I could crawl out of this bitch
So I moved back home to my parents house
Got a job at Chick Fil-A and got an allowance
Then I got offered another job at Boeing
I thought everything was better they way things were going
Then I switched carriers I thought I could save a few bucks
It shouldn't hurt me I have good luck
It ended up being even worse and had terrible coverage
I couldn't get any bars at work I was like fuck this
So I cut that off and now I owe them for the phone and the payments
Everything was piling up as the days went
I wish this wasn't so fucking tough
I also racked up tolls
Because the drive to work is out of my control
There's so much traffic in Dallas
It's like being stuck in LA traffic but not as bad
I really wish I could live in a palace
Oh and don't forget my student loans from college
Just another nail in the coffin
(BRIDGE)
I wish I could crawl out of this hole
Everything in my life is bull
Everything is always so dull
All these bad thoughts need to get out of my skull
(Repeat 2)
(VERSE 2)
So I decided to see a financial advisor
Which has made me a lot wiser
But I can't go back to the past
To warn myself about this trash
I wish I had a time machine
So I didn't have to deal with anything
Because now I have all this debt
And who knows what will come next
The good thing is I have a better paying job
And I learned to rap which is better than a mop
I can make money doing shows
Maybe someday I will have the hoes
But no that's wishful thinking
Even if I get out of this pit in a year I will be drinking
How do you numb the pain
Should I hit up a dealer and buy some cocaine
(Verse 3)
I wish I could crawl out of this hole
Because everything feels out of control
Everything is just so dull
I need to get all these bad thoughts out of my skull
(Repeat 2)
(OUTRO)
Oh Lord please redeem me
I know that I don't deserve it but you are my everything
Please forgive me for the wrong I've done
Because there's no way it will ever be undone