(INTRO)
I'm not doing fine
People think I'm lying
Which is pretty true
That's something I wish I didn't do
(REPEAT X2)

(VERSE 1)
People ask me all the time
How are you and I say I'm doing fine
But really I just lie
Because it's easier to hide
My emotions from people
Which is really feeble
I wish I could put down my barriers
And let people in which is scarier
Than just telling them everything is good
But the truth is I feel like I'm in the hood
And I don't know my way around this place
These emotions are something I can't escape
Without me showing my true colors I look fake
It's obvious that if I told people the truth I would feel toxic
I just keep trying to keep all my feelings in boxes
I'm feeling like I could break out my emo side and be gothic
I'm not feeling like my self I'm feeling demonic
Like I've been possessed and I'm chaotic
Ive been locked in a trance and I feel hypnotic
If I don't get in touch with my emotions I will be psychotic
If I take too many drugs I will be narcotic
(BRIDGE)
I'm not doing fine
People think I'm lying
Which is pretty true
That's something I wish I didn't do
(REPEAT X2)
I'm not doing fine
I need to take some time and rewind
Think about what I need to improve
Why am I always in a mood
And tell people I'm not which is crude
I'm not alright I'm not okay
I need to pull these thoughts out of my cranium
Sometimes I wonder should I grab a gun
But if I died that wouldn't be fun
My family would be devastated
My memory would be faded
And I would live on hated
For something selfish I had done
And I can't shoot myself with this gun
What if I hung myself or cut my vains
Those ideas also crossed my brain
But it would be the same outcome
And I can't do something that cruel and dumb

(VERSE 2)
I'm not doing fine
People think I'm lying
Which is pretty true
That's something I wish I didn't do
The truth hurts so much
But I don't want to be out of touch
Should I tell people what I'm feeling
When it comes to emotions I keep dodging and weaving
When I try to have a deep conversation I'm like I'm leaving
I need to stop keeping my feelings concealed
They need to be revealed
In front of an audience
People will think it's Crypt I'm copying
But its more of me following
In his footsteps I don't want to be just like everyone else
I'm just trying to express the pain that has been dealt