Holding Absence
Head Prison Blues
[Intro]
Heart in hand
Here I am
Without wax
I'm letting my guard down
I'm desperate to see
A new reflection of me

[Verse 1]
You've watched me love, you've watched me lose
Now watch me writhe on the floor
Is this what therapy's for?
Catch my guts as I talk
You've watched me win
You've watched me lose
Help me recover my corpse
Is this what therapy's for?
Catch my guts as I talk

[Pre-Chorus]
My head's been a prison
Nobody should live in
I'm losing the will to go on
(I'm losing the will)

[Chorus]
I locked myself insidе a cell with my own sins
And every day's a diffеrent conviction
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again
[Verse 2]
You've watched my death and resurrection
Watch me roll with this stone
Everywhere that I go
A sadistic memento
That there's no shame in keeping track
Of the times you've been to hell and back
And I wear this tally on my sleeve
As a reminder that I'll never leave

[Pre-Chorus]
My head's been a prison
Nobody should visit
I'm losing the will to go on
(I'm losing the will)

[Chorus]
I trapped myself inside a cell with my own sins
And every day's a different conviction
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again

[Bridge]
I trapped myself inside a cell with my own sins
And every day's a different conviction
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again
[Chorus]
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again

[Outro]
My head's been a prison
Nobody should live in
I'm losing the will to go on
My head's been a prison
Nobody should live in
But I'm losing the will to go on
I'm losing the will