[Introduction]

*Cough* (x2)

*Snort*

[Voicemail]

I’m gonna die soon

And i’m not sure when

I can’t say goodbye because, I don’t know how to

If I could, then I never cared

But, the point is, I’m at the end

I can either reach my prime, or fold now

I’ve never folded in my life on what I wanted

But, I’m scared of myself

Ive done the craziest things you could imagine
I wanna say i’ve seen it all but, I can’t

And that’s what scares me

I’m scared of myself

What if I get worse than this?

What if I hurt the people I love?

What if I keep on with my insanity?

I never counted on having to be insane forever,

Only momentarily to achieve what I wanted

But i’m scared, I’ve never been real deal scared before

But I wanna cry, I wanna let go

And I’m ready

But that “what if” is the twinkle of light for me

But it’s disappearing because i’m forcing it to
After me, after you,

Who’s next, Who else do I have to kill, Who else do I have to break

I thought about ending it, but not now

I want it done myself