Which way do i go????

Pain i wallow, i cannot keep it down
Hate, I swallow i cannot keep
Cannot keep , cannot keep, cannot keep, cannot keep it
Down X4

You, I hate you
I can not keep you down
You, I rape you
I can not keep
Cannot keep , cannot keep, cannot keep, cannot keep it
Down X4

You before me
I can't take anymore
Of what you have to offer
My ears are sore
Leave my feelings
In a heap by the door
Can't go up any further
Come crashing back down

Down X4

Pain i wallow, i cannot keep it down
Hate, I swallow i cannot keep
Cannot keep , cannot keep, cannot keep, cannot keep it
Down X4
I cannot keep it, I cannot keep it down
Try so hard keep it, i cannot keep it down
I cannot keep it' Try so hard keep it

These Questions X4