Peacock Affect
The Drowning
Doing the same thing every day
I’m so tired
I don’t want it anymore
I want to sleep
A perfect way
Where you don’t wake up
But you don’t die
You just simply lie
Without drowning anymore

I don’t want to be here
But I don’t want to not be here
Suicide, it won’t happen
But then neither will life
Without drowning anymore