Used to feel like I was on my own
Used to feel alone
Used to hide inside the shadows
Til' that shit became my home
Grew up different than these other people
Everyone can tell
Came from normal in my home
In my head was like a cell
I don't wanna be the person that I was
I don't wanna see the worst or what it does
But I just can't get ??enough??
I don't wanna wake up witchu someone else
Someone else takes of your ???
I'm too busy makin songs
Think I need my ??? some help
Think I need some time alone
That's the last thing that I need
I need love and realization
Standin' right in front of me
Waitin' till I hit the dirt
That's when I become the ??tea??
Days you die that everyone says they want me to be
I can't stand myself ?? nothing
??
I can't stand the demon
Crawling right beside me and my bed
I can't stand to be the reason
Everything I love is dead
I can't stand up
Cause I'm sitting and i can't feel both my legs
I'll be fine
On My own
In this terrible place I own
But I promise
I'm coming back home
Please at the Lord
Got me to the throne