I just wanna hurt me
I was off a thirty
Up until its early
Dont show any mercy
Everything is blood red
I just popped a perky
I feel like im undead
Life is such a journey
I dont wanna be here i dont wanna be alive
Everything is awful and i hate it all the time
I feel like a monster when im faded getting high
I see a connection in the stars up in the sky
Thinking about u crying when im gone
I was thinking about how i wish that i couldn't feel at all
All the things i wish i hadnt saw
Baby can't u see im crying can u turn the music off
And the night gets dark and i feel so bad
And i broke my heart and i feel so sad
Because im so apart from the things i had
When i feel like that and i feel so sad