Lil Soda Boi
I’m not there
(Chorus:)
And I'm so sorry
I know that you don't care
And I guess I won't bother you
Because it's just not fair
I miss you, oh so badly
You and your long black hair
You and your long eyelashes
It's just like I'm not there
(X2)

And I try so hard but it's never enough
Got all these scars
Girl it's breaking
Your eyes shine like stars
When you're lifting me up
And now I'm way up high
Can't imagine my luck
And I'm so fucked up
Everything is a mess
Got me rolling up blunts
Just to cope with the stress
And I just can't trust all the thoughts
In my head
And I'm not enough
Got me feeling depressed
And I'm not what you think that I am
Grab a hold of my hand
Will you love me?
And I'm lost
Please just give me a chance
Follow through with your plans
Will you trust me
And it's wrong
I know that you were sad
And you left me on read
Because you hate me
And you're gone
Gone from out of my bed
Gone from out of my head
Can you save me

(Chorus)