I do everything wrong again
It hurts the most when I try in the end
I need a hole in the back of my head
You were with me, now you're with him instead
I'm dead

And it feels like everything was perfect
But I just had to go exist
And at least I know I can feel something
Because I feel like this
Live inside a nightmare
Stuck inside of dreams
I guess I'll take this feeling to my grave
Every day is a hurricane

It's just the worst
It's just the worst thing
Im still awake when I hear the birds sing
I feel like I'm dead, and you cursed me
Even if for you and me to be
And what I want to be, it isn't me
It isn't me

(Chorus)

My anxiety is killing me'
Come on, baby, die with me
Get rid of me
Just tell me, why'd you lie to me so easily?
Was it the drugs when you told me that you needed me
And the list of things that we could be, (or could have been)
And I don't really want to feel ever again
I tried to see what this could be
Were you lying when you said you were missing me?
John Melloncamp:
A little ditty 'bout Jack & Diane
Two American kids growing up in the heart land
Jack, he's gonna be a football star
Two American kids growing up in the heart land