I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I can't breathe
Everythings a secret
Telling me to just be
Do you see
I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I still bleed
I don't know what keeps me happy when I'm in grief

Nothing makes me happy
I can't feel my feelings
Dope just keeps me feeling okay
Dead flowers inside my bouquet
(X2)

I can feel u right here baby
It's crazy I live in a fantasy
It's so far I'm fading
From your memory
Your memory
You thought u could try and save me
But lately
All I do is hate me
I guess ill be always waiting
Patiently
For you
Im laced, please
I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I can't breathe
Everythings a secret
Telling me to just be
Do you see
I'm in your hands grasping for my neck tightly
But I still bleed
I don't know what keeps me happy when I'm in grief
Nothing makes me happy
I can't feel my feelings
Dope just keeps me feeling okay
Dead flowers inside my bouquet
(X2)

I can feel u right here baby
It's crazy I live in a fantasy
It's so far I'm fading
From your memory
Your memory
You thought u could try and save me
But lately
All I do is hate me
I guess ill be always waiting
Patiently
For you
Im laced, please

I told myself I can't do shit
I just stepped into some new tricks
I just took two pills, some blue scripts
I said I love you to two chicks
Did you know I lied to your face
Did you know I'm in a bad place
I got scars and burns from this game
Pain and heartbreak's changing my face
I got a couple problems I can't fix
I got problems
I won't stop until I'm dead or more
Tonight I told myself that I wouldn't oh
Bitch I'm dead i wanna wake up if I'm not there oh
(chorus)
I told myself I can't do shit
I just stepped into some new tricks
I just took two pills, some blue scripts
I said i love you to two chicks
Did u know i lied to your face
Did u know im in a bad place
I got scars and burns from this game
Pain and heartbreak's changing my face
I got a couple problems I can't fix
I got problems
I won't stop until I'm dead or more
Tonight I told myself that I wouldn't, oh
Bitch I'm dead i wanna wake up if I'm not there oh

(chorus)