Epic department

[Lil Soda Boi:]
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[hoshie star:]
How you text me? You treat me like I'm nothing
Do you love me? You showed me that you don't care
Every day, I want to see you out of nowhere
In the background, it's almost like I'm not here
I'm just a ghost, I'm haunted, watch me fade away
I don't [?] concious, I feel it every day
You can say anything bad when you don't know what to say
I don't see black and white, everything is fucking gray
It's pointless, it still it don't matter
Overdose on pills and smoke shatter
Cut open my skin and get answers
Fake a smile, it just makes me sadder

[Lil Soda Boi:]
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