[Verse 1]
My phone's been off, and my eyes are still open
That door's been closed, but I've been hoping
She'll come back, come back
We got a callback, and now she's hurting and screaming
"Gave all my trust, what was I thinking?"
"I hate you", she said, "I hate you"

[Pre-Chorus]
All of this time (All of this time)
Thought things would be fine (Things would be fine)
But you crossed that line (But you crossed that line)
Have you lost your mind?

[Chorus]
If I'm what she calls me, then, I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from what I deserve
Blame it on my habits, wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress, looking for the words
If I'm what shе calls me, then, I'm the worst
Always tryna hidе from what I deserve
Blame it on my habits, wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress, looking for the words

[Verse 2]
Maybe I'm disgusting
And waiting for the weekend just to feel something
She said I have a problem, was I just running?
Told you I was honest, but it meant nothing
It isn't obvious how to apologize without an audience
Everything I did was never how I felt
Would have been a waste if it was someone else
[Pre-Chorus]
All of this time (All of this time)
Thought things would be fine (Things would be fine)
But you crossed that line (But you crossed that line)
Have you lost your mind?

[Chorus]
If I'm what she calls me, then, I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from what I deserve
Blame it on my habits, wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress, looking for the words
If I'm what she calls me, then, I'm the worst
Always tryna hide from what I deserve
Blame it on my habits, wouldn't be the first
Lying on the mattress, looking for the words

[Instrumental Outro]