In me
You'll see
Dirt flows
Freely

But
You may find
That my thoughts
Are unkind

Pure life
Deeds knife
Cuts off
My life

But
As you see
Hurting you
You bless me

I always wanted to be blind
After the act, close my eyes
I always longed for the deep
Then I just wanted to be asleep

Bloodstream
Cruel dream
Never
Make clean
Down
By my side
I feel safe
When I hide

So
Can you see
That my thoughts
Are for me?