[Hook:]
Big brother
Yeah
I've held down my ego In hopes
In search of another chance to rise
Instead of a slope
Big brother I've been for you before
Big brother I need to be more
[Verse I:]
Now I can't take nothing back
Now ego and Time has passed
I was confused and didn't understand
While for me it’d been rough
Didn't mean you weren't doing bad
Seemed like it had to be about me
But while we grew up I knew I had to be
The man in the house for you and mе
Parents was busy so it was just you and me
But your bro was struggling to keep it in, forreal
Maybе locking myself in older wasn't right
At the time it seemed to be the best foreseen
While I ended up hurting you more, I'm sorry
I felt like an outsider and tried to stay out the way
Coming from house to house can make you feel astray
Like nobody want you its hurts to say
Like nobody want you its hurts to say
On me
But now I realize maybe I would've done things different
Spoken to you and not be so distant
Solidify our relationship, but instead I was shielding
That's why now you're older you don't open with
Me about things
I Know I could've done better and tried to do right
I can't fix the past but I can look to the future its bright
And don't get it messed up I was mad
When the shit that happened landed on my lap
I trusted you and confided in our plans
But I was naïve to the fact you was growing in my hands
I had left home so nobody to was left to see
I had tried to stay close but I just oversee
And I couldn't help and be mad but now I just look back and laugh
We grew up together and your so much like me
If somebody saw you it'd be a reflection of me
And from miscommunication we don't speak
From he said to she said things
But now I realize our egos hurt us and we couldn't see it
But trust me I never disrespected you or our fam
Never that
They tried their best and gave you me
And they gave me you
The biggest light in the sky shining though
I'm a big brother and proud of you too
And I hope I can be part of your future too
So give me a call and lets talk it through
Love you