Grandma

Gandma died and everyone is unhappy

We sat around saying what a super dignified lady

We were glad when cousin brought the baby

We were glad when cousin brought the baby



When i feel down, suicidal, i do

I don't wanna die die!



Mom and auntie got each other riled

I comforted my mother like a child

Felt sort of useful, sort of felt defiled

A persons life in things has to be sorted

Dulled out, delegated and transported

To the piles of other shit that we have hoarded



When i feel down, suicidal i do

I don't wanna die die!