[Chorus]:
I don't want to go back to the feeling
I was in dark space
I count my blessings everyday
That I was chosen for this fate

[Verse 1: Matthew Tuck]:
Just know that the vengeance you seek
Will never lead you to contentment
The worse life you can live
Is one that's so filled with resentment
Once you give into that pain
That's when the darkness makes it's entrance
Three people killed themselves
Bеfore I even stop this sеntence
I know queens who use a blade
To cut their skin to feel alive and
These standards that we put on you
I beg you to defy them
Maybe you'd feel pretty
If you could see you with my eyes and
These ladies might be gorgeous
I won't let you objectify them
I know kids that hit me up
And they've planning their own death
I told 'em life's a movie, one that's just not finished yet
It's only been 10 minutes, sit back down and take a breath
You already bought a ticket, let's just see what happens next
I know people can be cruel
They start lashing out I get it
But you can't take back words
It's too late, you already said it
Cause spreading hate hurts you the most
Your victims barley sweat it Matt
I'm worried about your mental health
I'm scared for where you're heading
[Chorus]:
I don't want to go back to the feeling
I was in dark space
I count my blessings everyday
That I was chosen for this fate

[Verse 2: Lucidious]:
It's hard to keep my head on, during this controversial
Time of isolation falling out of social circles
Spiral outta control, comparing myself to idols
Push the ones I love away and turn them into rivals
For a moment I meditate and catch a breath
Feel the presence forget about what is coming next
I remember I'm human and what's inside my chest
May be beating now but I know it doesn't do well with stress
I know you're hurting, questioning if you can take the burden
I see you screaming underwater and praying they heard it
You wanna ask for help but judgment is making you nervous
That's a type of validation you can never purchase
Know this feeling all too well, but i would never tell
My state of mind was paralyzed inside a broken cell
Just window shopping and wishing that I was someone else
Just to recognize the only way out was to love myself

[Chorus]:
I don't want to go back to the feeling
I was in dark space
I count my blessings everyday
That I was chosen for this fate