[Verse]
Used to feel a lot now I don’t feel shit
I guess that that’s just how it is
And I really wanna change the way I live
I don’t think I’ll find it in me to forgive myself for all of the stuff I did
To compromise my brain after all the stuff you did
So where do I go, where do I go from here?
Take my hand and you show me where to go from here

Oh, oh
Oh, oh
Oh, oh

[Verse]
Hey October promise you’re never over
As long as I’m never sober you’ll never make me colder
And yeah I called her, told her I want to hold her
She said I don’t know maybe when we’re older

[Chorus]
And the leaves start dying like I do
I’d like to chill cause I like you
Lots of things that this fucked world might do
I will go through the dark just to find you

This pain won’t go unless you let it
But get it, don’t know where my head is
All I know is that I’m betted
Imma spend it on me cause I’m selfish
And the leaves start dying like I do
I’d like to chill cause I like you
Lots of things that this fucked world might do
I will go through the dark just to find you