[Verse]
I can't fucking lie, baby why am I alive
You promised you would try and didn't I just wanna die
For you, I'm always down but I don't even cross your mind
I'm always on the grind, don't worry I'll be fucking fine
Hate myself so fucking much I'm always out of touch
But my reality is fucked I'm fuckin out of luck
I always hit my plug for drugs when I just want ur love
I don't know how I can reach you cause I'm always fucked