[Verse 1]
Struggle to feel, motive to kill
How can I fight if I barely feel real, now
Open my mind, ran out of time
Look in my eyes and tell me your fine, like
Blood on my hands, blood on my bands
Cancer keeps growing inside of my glands, like
Blood on my hands, blood on my bands
Cancer keeps growing inside of my glands, like

[Verse 2]
Open yourself, product the wealth
Look out for your friends but you family need help, like
Ran out of health
Devil is creeping he creep with stealth
I cannot help with the cards that I'm dealt
Holding my hands, say that your mine
Tried suicide by the age 9, all of this has to (uh)

[Verse 3]
Like, rise from your rest, go and have sex
Drugs do it best, yeah, I love the static
Theres a crest, bitch, I am going frantic
Every moment theres another happened
Locals say I'm fucking trash for rapping
Name has been tarnished
Knives have been placed
Somedays would be better if I was eraised
I cannot wait till I'm out of this state, like
I wake up everyday I look at your face
I have been saved with the blandest of grace
Body is fine, but my mind is misplaced
All of your energy bitch it is fake
At this very moment life is at stake
Fuck I look like bragging some cake, like
Fuck I look like bragging some cake
Want to make sure that my mother okay, like
[Verse 4]
Friends have been dying from drugs and abuse
Look at their casket, it makes me puke
Death is a virus we all can't escape
Might as well grip it and make it our fate
Hope all my fans can fucking relate
Recently I have been loosing hope
Inches away from grabbing my rope
Tie up my neck and watch me choke
I've had depression my whole life
If you feel the same it's alright
Case all these issues will pass by
Dry off those tears and don't cry
I know how it feels to feel useless
But one day you'll look at a new day
Time washes away all pain
And when the skys turn grey
You'll see the water make new waves
Your mind will enter a new space
Happiness glory and truth, aye
Finding your god and connection, aye

[Outro] x4
Sadness is your best teacher, aye