I really want to stay but I know that I can’t
Maybe I’m afraid, scared to do this again
In my heart I know it’s worth it
Know I’m taking a chance, taking a chance
Taking a chance, on you

Fall asleep faded, waking up to the truth
My life a renovation, I be making the moves
I’m moving on, moving on, moving on
I’m gone

Now she’s not you
And you’re not her
Don’t think bout her
No more, no more

No more, no more
I don’t think bout her no more

What can I say?
My friends all think I’m crazy
They’re right though, I ain’t normal
Either love me, or you hate me
I don’t care bout your opinion
Can’t hear nothing, I’m straight in work mode

Why a broken heart didn’t hurt, though
Why I found what I was in the search of

Why it crept up on me
Likе nights in the back alley
Every singlе week
I’m flying from New York to Cali

I’m a sucker for love
Won’t let nobody in
I got some problems with trust
If I tell you secrets, will you keep them
Locked away, cause I got demons
Feel them creepin’, all these nightmares
Reason why I don’t like sleeping

First there was Carly, and then AnnaKate, and then *
Learned from them all, now I don’t give a f*ck

Now she’s not you
And you’re not her
Don’t think bout her
No more, no –

(Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me?)
(Do you love me? Do you love me?)

I don’t care about your past
It couldn’t concern me less
Yeah, I’m not her
But I’m glad that I’ll never be
Take a step back, deep breath
Take in all of me, baby

All of your demons, I want to meet them
Maybe they’ll make friends with mine
All of my feelings, they got too deep
For ending this, before we tried, oh
Each day I’m better now
Time heals all, I’m learning how
To be by myself, I don’t need nobody’s help
Got right back up when I fell
Just close my eyes and inhale, inhale, inhale

Light says vacant but there’s nobody home
We were chilling in the basement
At the crib, on my road
We really did it for a minute

Thought that we could grow old
But I guess we couldn’t finish what we started to build
Yeah, knock down the walls
It’s chalked so temporary
I was warned by Corinne
And I also couldn’t blame Tammy
Tried to dive in before I could swim
And it got scary

Now I’m off the deep end
And I think, I’m thinking clearly
In this pool of liquor in my system
Oh it keep me numb
My heart is beating, heart is beating like a drum

I’m coming up, I’m coming up
Just like the sun
I don’t know what I’m running from

(Do you love me? Do you love me? Do you love me?)