Everyone acts like they know me I have so much to hide and I’m feeling lonely. I went through so much hell, no one to pick me up after I fell. Ya im hiding in the dark, everyone’s playing in the park. I’m by myself crying, while all of you are living your life’s flying. I’m over here on the inside dying. I lost everything including family and friends. For me this happens to be the trend. I’m trying to stay positive and ascend. It’s getting hard, I’m tired of being alone. I don’t have anyone I can call on the phone. I’m sad but everyone’s telling me how much I’ve grown. I have to take care of my brother. A person failed at that and it happened to be my mother. People keep leaving us one after another. My family failed. Everyone in it doesn’t care and just bailed. Some are even jailed. I happened to be in foster care. The system wasn’t very fair. It fucked me up and honestly gave me a scare. You guys don’t understand what I went through. The shit drove me cuckoo. You ever get jumped ? I’ve been beat up so bad it’s worse then getting dumped. I was on the receiving end well people were getting pumped. I constantly moved from place to place. No one wanted me so I kept getting replaced. You should see the look on my face. I feel like a tool. Everyone who fostered me treated me like some fool. What some of them did to me was absolutely cruel. My family is no better. So many people dropped out of my life even without a letter. Don’t ever try to tell me your life sucks. Because I’ll look at you and probably won’t give two fucks. I’ve been through so much. It’s too long to say. So I’ll just end it here and say have a nice day