Ya we right here, thinking about life again, life sucks, So many issues, so many problems

I’m a prodigy, last night my mom was trying to give me an apology. I dont want to hear it. She’s always treated me like shit. I never really liked her one bit. Here she is thinking she’s lit. You make me sad, but listening to what you say is making me mad. Quit acting like I’m your lad. You act like a good person but to me your bad

You loved me, You hurt me, you left me, you destroyed me. I hate you, you hate me

I believe this is all your fault. I keep my emotions locked inside my own vault. Your trying to hard I suggest you halt. I had something going for me. But you messaging me is hard don’t you see. If I let this get to my head I’m gonna end up paying the fee. Don’t expect me to sit down for a tea. Quit acting like Everything is okay. It’s not can you please just go away. Maybe I’ll forgive you but it won’t be today. And it sure as hell won’t be on my birthday. Your literally a mess. Part of you probably didn’t even want to confess. That’s okay because I have a story about success. I did it on my own. I’ve crossed that hard milestone. I never ever considered calling you on the phone. I don’t need you for me to be successful and have my own throne

You loved me, you hurt me, you left me, you destroyed me, I hate you, you hate me

Yes you gave birth to me. But everything I’ve done has been without you, don’t you see. Before you messaged me I was living my life feeling free. I don’t know how many times you said a lie. I will admit after today I had a good cry. You haven’t reached out till today, I ask myself why. You were a terrible mother. Couldn’t even look after my brother. You were a bitch, your mothers a snitch, I used to be angry but turned off the switch. You message me imma leave you on red. Crack head go put yourself to bed. Go to the pharmacy and get your meds, I suggest you listen to what I said. To me your dead. Stay away from me or imma call the feds