I Hate Myself
Less Than Nothing
Sixty watts, brighter than my future
An empty forty, fuller than my life
There must be more, sometimes I don't think so
Maybe I'm right
Maybe there's no such thing as a brighter side
A sultry night, stare at moons from rooftops
A broken engine, poisoned never dry
I pour my heart out to a god that doesn't listen
You said you'd save me
You said you'd love me always, but you lied
And I can't dry my eyes, and there is nothing left inside
One day, the day (The day that I said I)
My heart inside was cold so that you didn't know
So all and you (You won't love me at all)
The leaves come down, there is no sound
And if I fall, would you notice at all?
The thought of me repulses me
But you'd say you took me anyway
I'm so alone on a corroded city rooftop
I saw you walking, you didn't say anything
You always told me that you'd never stop loving me
But you stopped before you started and now all I have is lies
What am I gonna be? Who am I gonna be?
Afraid, repressed (And now that I feel lost)
Well, I wish that you had grown while I bleed all alone
The falling rain (Is what is left for me)
We're gonna be, what's left for me?
What is there to learn? There is less than nothing
I thought you'd be, be there for me
You weren't there, you weren't anywhere
You lied right to my face, you broke my fucking heart
One day, one day you tore my heart apart
And I have nothing, and I am nothing
I'm piss, I'm shit, I am less than nothing