Two Ativan for the day I get another ct scan
One cup of coffee and a leftover slice of pizza from last night

Wouldn’t this be easier if I never left my home?
Wouldn’t this be easier if I stayed in the mountains alone

A mom and a dad who always do their best
But even they couldn’t stop me from near death
You know what I’m glad I broke my neck
It stopped me from thinking about the things that make me sad

Wouldn’t this be easier no it never would
Wouldn’t this be better no wait it never could