[Intro]
Hm
Hm-hm-hm-hm
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I came inside this bitch alone, so that time gon' leave
Remember when I first thought it, ain't no one believed
That's the shit that left me harder, now the finna see
I'mma finish what I started, promise I'll achieve
They see the fame, but they don't see the pain
I done been through everything, baby I done seen the rain
Lost my grandma sixteen years ago, that shit still weighin' on me
And this white hill by my side because these n***as prayin' on me
That's real shit
Pain pills couldn't heal this
And you could give a bitch the world, but in the end they gon' still switch
I'm speakin' for the real n***as who gon' feel this
And how you say you spent the block but you ain't kill steal shit
I was always taught to listen before I speak
I was really in the field, ten toes with no cleats
Keep enemies close and watch the company you keep
And you can't feel my pain, 'cause my pain run deep

[Chorus]
Lately I been soul searchin'
Tryna find my whole purpose
The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed
But I can't let them demons haunt me
Murder runnin' through my conscience
So lately I've been movin' cautious
'Cause I know n***as wanna kill me
So I'mma let these n***as feel me
[Verse 2]
I'm just grateful that I'm livin', Lord can I get a witness
I'm supposed to be dead, them bullets missed my head by some inches
Fuck another n***a business, I'mma mind mine
My life hard, you can't walk a mile inside my size 9's
I lost that many n***as with [?] time
Feel like I never had a purpose, I'm prayin' I find mine
The proper preparation, dedication equals greatness
I do this for my family, my siblings my motivation
Just steady dodgin' penitentiaries
This life I live was sent to me
Coulda cut a n***a off, motherfuck the history
Lotta hate up in the air, I can't let it get to me
Lot of money everywhere, get that shit by any means
Fuck a label, them n***as tried to end my career
I'm knowin' that my time is near, they tryna leave me in the rear
I don't fear n***a, goin' broke is my only fear
I'm sending up a prayer, I'm hopin' that you can hear

[Chorus]
Lately I been soul searchin'
Tryna find my whole purpose
The shit I seen, it made my heart bleed
But I can't let them demons haunt me
Murder runnin' through my conscience
So lately I've been movin' cautious
'Cause I know n***as wanna kill me
So I'mma let these n***as feel me