[Chorus]
Uh huh
I know how it is to hold it in, for so long
Watch em focus then your motive slip
Pleasant, so I over-sip and won't call
Try to empty out my hopelessness
Uh huh
I know how it is to hold it in, for so long
Watch em focus then your motive slip
Pleasant, so I over-sip and won't call
Try to empty out my hopelessness

[Verse]
Smile grit to coexist, and cause harm
All this trauma I've been roaming in, when I wrote bars
I reminisce the coldest wind, watching gold stars
Them heavy trips was totalling, we 'pposed to go far
My brother told me how to roll a spliff, now the toll harsh
And nowadays, I'm smoking more than him, getting more scars
Took a break 'cause there was morе to give, getting so hard
'Cause to this day I still bе ordering, holding those shards
Something shaky in my aura since, left alone guard
Was pain inside my origin, a dull spark in this cave
I can't afford to quit, some n***as don't start
Something strange about this [?]
[Chorus]
Uh huh
I know how it is to hold it in, for so long
Watch em focus then your motive slip
Pleasant, so I over-sip and won't call
Try to empty out my hopelessness
Uh huh
I know how it is to hold it in, for so long
Watch em focus then your motive slip
Pleasant, so I over-sip and won't call
Try to empty out my hopelessness

[Outro]
Smile grit to coexist, and cause harm
All this trauma I've been holding in, when I wrote-