Just another warm body with mental illness
Plain to see I'm never gonna accomplish anything
Just because I come with thumbs does not mean I can keep it up
How is it that everyone is better than me

Each mistake I make is enough
To b-b-break b-b-break b-b-b-break me

Therapy and medicine costs more than suicide
I really wanna - really need to ask you
Why do I stay alive?

Why is this topic so elusive?
Can you tell me now?
Taboo Or Not Taboo oh
Nobody can answer my question
There's still hope for you don't do it
Well where's this hope that everyone flaunts?
Life without fluoxetine is just another fucking dream oh

Statistical anomaly I bet that all the blames on me
Cause after all I should have seen all of the things that can't be seen
All of the chemicals inside my brain attempt to pick at yours in vain
I hope that my stupid isn't that contagious

I got a lotta issues going on upstairs
It's like nobody cares
I talk and just get stares
Was not supposed to share
Is post traumatic past dramatic?
This isn't erratic It's pragmatic think about it
Somebody please explain
Why is this topic so elusive?
Can you tell me now?
Taboo Or Not Taboo oh
Somebody please ANSWER THE QUESTION
There's still hope for you don't do it
Well where's this hope that everyone flaunts!?
Life without fluoxetine is just another fucking dream yeah

I'd say some generic edgy writer shit like "don't read this" but I know you wouldn't if I said that, and the disgusting truth is, I want someone to read this. I've never cared about your issues, so why would you care about mine. After all, I'm just some self aware fuckboy with anxiety and thumbs. That's great and all, but then we add the fact that I've got minimal control over myself, and all I can do is try to prevent life from getting worse. Obviously preventing mistakes and recovering from them aren't the same thing so I'm stuck in this cycle of self hatred, trying to get better until I fuck up again and get back to treating myself like the retard that I am

Why is this topic so elusive
Can you tell me now
Taboo Or Not Taboo oh
Nobody can answer my question
They say time will kill the pain
But I know this will never change
I'm the perfect moron, well I won't be for long

This is my FALL
Oh No Oh Yeah