Sometimes I- Sometimes I feel

Sometimes I feel like the flesh is eating away
Marvin Gaye soothes this young boys blues
For enemies I bruise, I'm a young typhoon
Cause you know this world gon' end soon
So I treat em like my pray, these mother fuckers saying who is hey
Out here dressing like we under paid muh fucker
Outweighed by all the darkness around my way lil sucker
Ashtray as full as a trucker
You know these western diet blood suckers we kill em all in yellow hummers
It's the new world order
I'm speaking killings all across the borders we ain't nothing but some hoarders

That's why I'm out here like I'm out of order
That's why I'm out here like I'm out of order
Man fuck these fake news reporters, I'm getting older
Wipe the dust on out my shoulder, I'm out of order
I said I'm out of order
I said I'm out of order

(Yeah, shit)
It's a cold world you can't get too deep up in it
Reminders of simpler times I'm sleeping in it
I wish for brighter days, in where we don't decay
Cause nowadays seeing the big light up in the sun rays, I could be gone today
Cause life round here never gon' never change
It's either take what I was given or pretend I got nothing to say
Won't live that way I'm tryna speak my mind more
Life really change when you shy away from closed doors
But I don't trust no one, not anymore
My patience deep under the floor, forever more
Just wanna get away, run through them borders
Motherfucker, I'm out of order
I said I'm out of order
I said I'm out of order
I said I'm out of order
I said I'm out of order
18-I'm tired, watching while the world slowly slips the point of no return
I always had big dreams, I could never sleep and grew impatient
Praying for my world to change, depressed n' stressed, till I lost myself
Black sweats were an everyday because my mentality on life was in the pits
That's all I knew, sun didn't shine, never in my eyes
I found my light in this music shit and did it all in black sweats
But this is truly just the beginning of what I can be
I can see light in the horizon finally