How many problems I got?
2018 I been through a lot
Lost my Aunt Sandra due to a cancer
Put her and Grandma in plots
Shit has my stomach in knots
Made me want to go back to the block
At the funeral shot after shot
Yet, the pain? still haven't forgot
Feel like Ahmad off Soul Food
Spilling my soul in ProTools
Cause though my heart as purer than Goku
I feel like there's no one to go to
Found out my Daddy a hoe too
Some shit had to get through my scalp
Let just say if didn't commit suicide
I probably would kill him myself
Friends say I need to get help/
Instead I write songs to better me
Fans call me a celebrity
Yet I wish they would call me some thеrapy
Smoking CBD trying get clarity
Addicted to sex
Missing my еx (Cy)
Shit is a mess/ Visibly stressed
A lot problems I'm concealing with checks
Since Rocawear and rocking mitchell and Ness
With these bars been considered the best
But since I ain't suck the dick of execs
Them dickheads wasn't quick to invest
Damn
My friend turned into Maria
It fucked me up when I see her
I wish it was a mythopoeia
Sipping liquor just to cheer up
Wishing god call me up
Missing Ms.Lillie like crazy
Do almost anything just to see her
Money long no NIa
I'm talking old like Sophia
I'm talking old like a thea
But still ain't stopping dropping tears
Hardly hanging with my peers
I missed my close friend wedding
Missed my other friend gender reveal
So mentally fucked up that be forgetting
Look in the mirror and i see a blessing
Then I blink my eyes and I see the stressing
All of my fans keep asking for records
Meanwhile I suffer with depression
Feel like I'm like a Comatose
Last year I found my momma overdosed
It's a lot of shit really no one knows
Flew out of town and went and wrote for hoes
Since I ghostwrite they toot up their nose
Lucky she ain't leave with a broken nose
I ain't putting on a show for hoes
And I ain't tryna sell my souls to hoes
Probably why I ain't going mainstream
Doing my shit independent without compromising
And I get the same Streams
I mean look how happy
Wayne seems
Could've Signed with the same team
But look how evil having fame seem
I ain't really tryna blame teams
But thank God I got the same team