I'm showering twice a day
And filling in empty gaps
My sunlight has gone away
So I embrace the crash
I don't even have to shave
I'll go to the laundromat
I'm ordering out again
You gotta pay for that

And I'm terrified of running out of things to do
I'm scared to fall in love, I'm scared to lose
Scenarios I make up in my head untrue
I know I shouldn't think like that
No, I'm happy for you

I'm putting my clothes away
In neat, color coded stacks
Arranging my records and
Anything to distract
Cause I saw your mom today
It gave me a heart attack
I tried something but
I hid my face and laughed

Cause I'm terrified of seeing you with someone new
I'm scared of moving on, to face the truth
These scenarios I make up in my head come true
I know I shouldn't think like that
No, I'm happy for you