It's been unreal the way I'm living
Purely by accident
Tossed between cataclysms
Say it, I know that I've been slipping
Everything piling up
Sink full of dirty dishes

I had the dream again I killed someone
Knew you'd forgive me
But I didn't want to wake you up

And so I held my breath and listened
To my own beating heart
Fucking time bomb ticking
And fantasized about the next life
Come back as a rocking chair
Just want to hold you in the rhythm

Demons between me and my slumber
I'm swinging at point blank
They keep coming back with numbers
I lie still, impersonate the furniture
Figure eights on a skating rink
Sharks circling under

In the stillness
In the moonlight
In the forest
The blood gleams on the prey
In the stillness
Something’s not right
Evil vibrations
It cannot be contained

Split the atom
Flash of bright light
In an instant
The shadows take our place

Now it comes to it but I forget what I wanted to say