[Verse 1]
Double edged sword
Don’t know myself sometimes
When I get bored
Might act like a whore
Do a little drugs
Smoke a little weed
LSD
Still don’t feel free

[Verse 2]
The clock don’t stop for us
Why would I even care?
Lost in love or lust
L'm a fucking nightmare

[Chorus]
It’s plain to see I am not the one
Honestly I'm a loaded gun
I’m a sinner sometimes when you cry, it’s fun
Addicted to the pain
If I was you I'd run

[Post Chorus]
Honestly I'm a bitch
I'm way too much
Waste your time catching vibes
You’ll have no luck
Pretend I love you when we touch
But I don’t give a fuck
Honestly
Honestly
Honestly

[Verse 3]
Out my mind
No one's safe this time
Sociopath caught up in between the lines
Pretend to fall in love then might switch on a dime
I wore a black dress just to let you down one more time

[Verse 4]
The clock don’t stop for us
Why would I even care?
Lost in love or lust
I'm a fucking nightmare

[Chorus 2]
It’s plain to see I am not the one
Honestly I'm a loaded gun
I'm a sinner sometimes when you cry, it’s fun (so fun)
Addicted to the pain
If I was you I'd run
It’s plain to see I am not the one
Honestly I'm a loaded gun
I'm a sinner sometimes when you cry, it’s fun
Addicted to the pain
If I was you I'd run
[Outro]
Run, run, run, run, run, run
Addicted to the pain if I was you I...
I'd run, maybe I'd run, run, run, run away

Cause I'm addicted to the pain
I love it more each day

I just needed you to know that this is not a phase
Please believe me when I say that you should run away

Honestly
Honestly