Searching in this endless sea
There's nothing else that's left for me
The pain will end and drown with me
The end will come eventually
Hopefully I learn to see
Everything that's wrong with me
The waves they crash into the beach
As I find peace beneath the sea
Heart will stop, my lungs will flood
I sink deeper in the mud
I can't even trust myself
Relationships done fucked me up

Smoking blunts until my eyes are lower than the setting sun
I don't wanna feel no more
I drown in drugs until i'm numb
Tell me that you need me, then just leave me behind
I get it that I'm boring and you're one of a kind

Imma open up the gate, introduce the demons
You could be the victim, would you like to meet them?
Their horns are not pleasing
They come in the evening
Don't you ever come close
They will leave you bleeding in a Maserati
Engine roaring, speeding
Rolling off the molly
Wanna fix my feelings, wanna fix my feelings?
'cause she left me broken
My bank account is empty, I spent it all on smoking
Searching in this endless sea
There's nothing else that's left for me
The pain will end and drown with me
The end will come eventually
Hopefully I learn to see
Everything that's wrong with me
The waves they crash into the beach
As i find peace beneath the sea
Heart will stop, my lungs will flood
I sink deeper in the mud
I can't even trust myself
Relationships done fucked me up

Relationships done fucked me up
Don't think that I'm numb enough
Oh you love me? Never thought you could be dumb enough
Imma hurt you 'cause I hurt everything I touch
I hurt everything I touch