​hamilton
​​raise my hand
[Verse 1: Softheart]
Yeah
Trust me, it's complicated but I'm fine
I just took like 3 grams, put it on my mind
If you add it up; all of the time
Wonder how many years I've spent online?
Be patient, just breathe in
I don't know why I would ever wanna be them
I got sick of waking up at 3pm
Used to spend all of my time just daydreamin'

[Hook: Softheart]
Holding my hands back
Saying "I can't embrace it."
Saying "I can't escape it"
Around my room pacing
Hold my hand up, I have a question
Who wants to tell me, what the hell happened?

[Bridge: Softheart]
Trees overhead block out the sky
Leaves under my feet crush likе pine
Spirits collect on the sidеlines
Feels weird but I can't decide why
"It's alright, it's all fine"
I say for the 100th time and it's a real thin line
Between I go and I didn't, why?
[Verse 2: Hamilton]
It's alright, it's all fine
But we both know that's a fucking lie
Walkin' down the street with blood shot eyes
I'ma be this way 'til I fucking die
I can't go to sleep, bitch I'm racing time
Falling behind, I can't catch up
Don't know why I try just to feel stuck
She said I'm always high, yeah, so what?
So what? I give no fucks
Used to have a heart, now it's just dust
Used to have friends, but they switched up
I can see it all now
I can't trust a soul, this world is frozen cold
So I stay on my own
I know I'll die alone anyway

[Hook: Softheart]
Holding my hands back
Saying "I can't embrace it."
Saying "I can't escape it"
Around my room pacing
Hold my hand up, I have a question
Who wants to tell me, what the hell happened?