hamilton
Serotonin Ceasefire
[Intro: Softheart]
Yeah
Hey
[Intro/Hook: Softheart]
I'm on the grapevine
I'm A-OK, fine
Would've been a great time but I couldn't make time
I'm not always right but it's not a straight line
All the mistakes I made that I'm trying to make right
And it's gonna take time but I'm past the incline
When that was the baseline
Looking at a blank sign
I'm all snake eyes
I hit the street light
Swear nothing seems right
Serotonin ceasefire
Ceasefire, yeah
[Post-Hook: Softheart]
It's so ordinary but it seems dire
I guess it's just another serotonin ceasefire
Yeah, I've been freaking out when everything's fine
I feel like water when it meets fire
True, it's cliché, but you don't miss it until you don't got it
And you just can't be saved
Every single time that you're falling
[Verse 1: hamilton]
Every single night I'm sinking
Hard to tell you how I'm feeling
Sick of being so uncertain
Playing with my life, I'm all in
How could you be so heartless?
Never knew I was your target
Meet me as you clothe your darkest
Deep down underneath the surface
When I wake up I feel lower
Serotonin going down the gutter
Melatonin, I'm still restless
Tired of it all, I need an excess
Dopamine inside my head is fucked
Pressure on my back is piling up
Ever since she left I'm scared to trust
Don't know if I'll ever be enough
[Bridge: Softheart]
Yeah, I'm not ghosting
I'm just done with hoping
I just wanna help you to stop it
I don't wanna wait here, just stalling
And they took the whole thing
They don't even act like they bought it
They don't even act like they bargained
Act like they had it from the start and
[Hook: Softheart]
I'm on the grapevine
I'm A-OK, fine
Would've been a great time but I couldn't make time
I'm not always right but it's not a straight line
All the mistakes I made that I'm trying to make right
And it's gonna take time but I'm past the incline
When that was the baseline
Looking at a blank sign
I'm all snake eyes
I hit the street light
Swear nothing seems right
Serotonin ceasefire
Ceasefire, yeah
[Post-Hook/Outro: Softheart]
It's so ordinary but it seems dire
It looks like another serotonin ceasefire
Can I start anew and get a retry?
I feel like water when it meets fire
Ten stories high, looking down at a big drop
Then I look back forward and keep climbing up
Got a big weight on me and it's piling up
You don't fix shit, homie, you just rile it up