Stuck in my room
Just waiting on you
We had good plans
But they all fell through
Anxiety inside
I don't know what do
Tears in my eyes
Get a call from you

I'll decline it
Pain in my chest
But I'm trying not to mind it
I get hopeless feelings
Ain't no way to fight it
Battles in my brain
That's why I'm staying quiet

Sorry I know I'm hard to reach
I just can't wait till I'm underneath
I'll rest in peace
My eternal sleep
All these songs in my head
And my heart's the beat
So basically this music's me
At the end of the day
It's all I need
I'm still searching though
Feel so incomplete
Cause of the hole
She lеft
From the knife in me
At night
I see thе reaper follow me
I got so much weight up on top of me
Wanna let it slip
Just lose my grip
And say fuck it all
I'm over this

All these fake people
Steady ruin shit
They'll take what's yours
And try to run with it
But if you take mine
You ain't running bitch
You gonna go insane
Before you manage it
Try to figure me out
You can't handle it

I take two pills
Now they dissolving quick
Imma damaged kid
Yeah this how I live
Girl I gave you all
That I had to give
But you looked at me
Like I wasn't shit
And I can't forget
No I can't forget
I'm over it
So over it

Stuck in my room
Just waiting on you
We had good plans
But they all fell through
Anxiety inside
I don't know what do
Tears in my eyes
Get a call from you

I'll decline it
Pain in my chest
But I'm trying not to mind it
I get hopeless feelings
Ain't no way to fight it
Battles in my brain
That's why I'm staying quiet

That's why I'm staying distant
I keep my distance
I don't belong here
I feel so different
It's a sickness
I can't fix it
Prayed it would change
But it isn't
Mental prison
It's like I'm locked in
All the memories of us
I wish I lost them
Burn them in a fire
And just toss them
I'll feel better laying in a coffin