When I think about the past
That shit just stress me
Depress me
Make my wrist messy
Why is it so hard to be happy
I just wanna be with you baby

I just wanna ball with you baby
Glo up in the mall
With me maybe?

And I would spend it all for you
Yeah I know you know it's true
Like my jeans
Yeah they be religion
Pockets full of grams
I keep on sinning
All this pain
It's fucking never ending
I've been going through it
Need a minute
Laying in my bed
I know I'm not shit
Think about my life
I wanna off it
All these fake friends
Acting toxic
Blowing up my phone
Can you stop it?
Just stop it

And I would give my all for you
Just to stop this heart abuse

When I think about the past
That shit just stress me
Depress me
Make my wrist messy
Why is it so hard to be happy
I just wanna be with you baby

Meet me in hell
I'll be waiting
Please be here soon
Cause I'm decaying
Look you in the eyes
I start breaking
Bitch you ain't the same
You keep changing
Why you say you love me?
Know you faking
This the type of shit
That keep me isolating
Myself from everyone
I miss the days when I was young
I keep folding
Under pressure
I keep fighting
Just to feel worse
Not getting better
I hope the drugs work
They never do they just leave me
And my soul hurt

When I think about the past
That shit just stress me
Depress me
Make my wrist messy
Why is it so hard to be happy
I just wanna be with you baby