I don't want this life
You can fucking have it
It's hard to wake up
From the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain
I take my bong
And pack it
Or
I roll it up it disappears like magic
Only thing remaining is the fucking ashes
Scattered on the ground
Just like how my head is
Wanna take the gun
And blow it all to pieces
Never gave a fuck
Cause this life has no meaning

I know I'm already crazy
Fake friends
They would never try to save me
Smile to my face
Then they just betray me
Should I let the angels or the devil take me

Drag me down to hell
Already took my soul
Ain't nothing left to sell
Already hate myself
And you could probably tell
I don't like it here
Please take me somewhere else
Wanna disappear
I wanna run away
Take the memories
Erase them from my brain
Life is boring
Everyday is just the same
I feel broken
But i don't know what to say

I don't know what to say
Introverted
Yeah I need my fucking space
Please don't ask if I'm okay
I'll just say I'm fine
But I never change

I don't want this life
You can fucking have it
It's hard to wake up
From the overwhelming sadness
Need to numb the pain
I take my bong
And pack it
Or I roll it up it
Disappears like magic
Magic
Burn it all to ashes
Wanted love
Now I wish I never had it
Do these drugs
Cause our world
Is full of madness
Nothing matters
It's kinda tragic

I've been living life
With a deathwish
Razors on my wrist
Noose around my neck bitch
Always tired
Always fighting my own feelings
I have a sick mind
It's not healing