Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind

I feel very numb
Cause my soul already died
I feel very dumb
Cause now I know she lied
Look up at the sky
And I ask the gods why
Walking all alone
Need nobody by my side
Put me in my grave
I been thinking every night
Would it be that bad
If I left it all behind
Tired of my life
Always cry
And get in fights
I know i'm no good
Cut my skin up with the knife
Kissed me on my lips
And turned my heart just like the ice
I am not okay
I am not alright
Forever in my mind
Always search
But cannot find
Was looking for your love
But you just left me behind x2

Different cities every night
Fall in love you lose your life
On the acid
See the lights
On the stage
I'm super high
Blacking in and fucking out
All these people used to doubt
Act like they don't fucking dream
So much fake up in this scene

It's fuckin toxic
I'm barely breathing
But i'm flexin and i'm flossin
And they fucking think their stunting
It's fucking nothing
Their music sounds disgusting

In a race but i'm cheating
Yeah i'm taking drugs
To run away from demons
Don't know who you are
Talking all that nonsense
Pull up leave you bleeding
Your head looking like a faucet

Cause it's dripping
Give me any beat you know I ain't missing
Tell that girl I'm on a mission
I don't want love
I hate the attention