hamilton
when i cry it sounds good
[Verse 1: Softheart]
Everyone's an asshole
My plug cuts his coke and my doctor pushes benzos
My head smacked the floor when I tripped off my board
Skating round the halls 'cause my parents aren't at home
Today I've been bored
Today I woke up at 4
Needed stuff but got too high to drive to the store
At the checkout said "How are you?"
I said "Not much"
On my way out I tripped and my thing of eggs crushed
Don't be ashamed to be proud of yourself or slow down for a sec
I say as I quietly critique parts of myself
I guess I just keep helping so I won't need help
But regardless it hеlps
Can you tell me "We'rе good" now?
You left me put down
Bad is my good now
When I cry it's a good sound
[Verse 2: hamilton]
Cut it all out
Take it all away
I don't wanna feel
No, not today
Numb to the pain, numb to it all
Hanging by a thread, I might fall
I might slip
Lose my grip
Tryna find out where the time went
Where it all goes
I don't know
I can only walk the path I chose
Build me up just to break my bones
Crushing up drugs on my phone
Tryna fix my heart but it got worse
Every time I fall in love it hurts
Every time I try to not think 'bout you it don't work
Maybe I'm just meant to be alone with the dirt
But maybe it's just meant to be
I get so high I can't speak
Walking round can't feel my feet
When I sleep I grit my teeth
When I sleep you're all I see
So every night's a bad dream
I don't wanna wake up
Just to feel nothing