God!

I never thought it would be this hard, so hard
To drown out, to drown out how I feel
To see through, to see through my emotions

Then I heard your call
But is this for me?

I'm questioning everything, everything
Is this it for me?
Is this what I'm supposed to be?

I can't give up on the boy who made a promise two years ago
But how could anyone love a selfish ego driven self titled man
This is me

See, I made a promise, to chase these dreams
To be what I'm called to be
God, is this your will
Is this what you have for me?

I'm questioning everything, everything
Is this it for me?
Is this what I'm supposed to be?
I'm questioning everything, everything
Is this it for me?
Is this what I'm supposed to be?
What I wanted and what I needed
Are completly different things
Why pick and choose?
Why pick and choose, pick and choose?

Creator, I'm leaving this all behind
Creator, by God the voices have fled my mind
What will remain when I'm gone?
Heaven's songs about my faith in God
I can't see now where my dream lives

This is our prayer
Is this your will, God?
This is our prayer
Is this your the will you have for us?
This is our prayer
Is this your will, God?
This is our prayer
Is this your the will you have for us?
This is our prayer
Is this your will, God?
This is our prayer
Is this your the will you have for us?