[Verse 1]
It ain't my party but I’mma cry
All my dms, they're so dry
Tumbleweeds rollin' by
I need a refund on my fuckin’ life
Jk, I'm kinda okay
A little disarray from the misery
I'm at the party and I'm feelin' hopeless
I'm stayin' here but I'm goin’ on a trip

[Chorus]
I wanna feel the meaning in this
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just took something, I don’t know what it is
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I wanna feel the meaning in this
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself for the first time

[Drop]
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
Something and I don't know what it is
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
I just saw myself for thе first time
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
Somеthing and I don’t know what it is
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
I just saw myself for the first time
[Verse 2]
No one person can stop me now
No one thought could talk me out of this state of mind
I fought too hard for it
Cali nights, I sacrificed, I lost myself
I said goodbye to all of me, I didn't like her
I'm at the party and I'm feelin’ hopeless
I'm stayin' here but I'm goin' on a trip

[Chorus]
I wanna feel the meaning in this
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just took something, I don't know what it is
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I wanna feel the meaning in this
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself for the first time

[Drop]
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
Something and I don't know what it is
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
I just saw myself for the first time
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
Something and I don't know what it is
I just saw myself, I just saw myself
I just saw myself for the first time, yeah
[Outro]
I wanna feel the meaning in this
I just took something and I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is
I don't know what it is