[Verse 1]
I'm thinkin' 'bout going back to the country
I'm thinkin 'bout going back for some air
I'm thinkin' 'bout how we used to be friends
I wanna tell you, but you're not there
So I'm writing you this song I won't send you
In this room that I'm tryin' to keep clean
Last time you were here
You'd bought a whole bunch of modafinil
And you couldn't sleep

[Chorus]
You know that I'm incapable of changing
Some people just get stuck in their ways
Never thought it'd be me like this
Yeah, I was meant to be brave
And the only thing about missing you
Is that I don't miss you at all
'Til now, I'd stopped thinking about you
Since you'd stopped returning my calls, oh

[Verse 2]
Yeah, I think it's a little bit different now
I got a boyfriеnd and I got a psych
I know that one really cares about mе
And, at least, that the other one tries
Sometimes I still think about dying
No, not the fear, but the want
Not quite as much as I did back then
But it's still something I'm tryin' to work on
[Chorus]
You know that I'm incapable of changing
Some people just get stuck in their ways
Never thought it'd be me like this
Yeah, I was meant to be brave
But I'm thinkin' 'bout going back to the country
I'm thinkin' 'bout going back for some air
I'm thinkin' 'bout how I can't remember your face
But I know that I used to see it everywhere