Mama, I think that I'm dying
If not in my body, at least in my mind
I told my friends and they think that I'm lying
But I got this feeling that I'm out of time

All my friends addicts

Why do they function so they keep a job and they lie to they mothers
But I know they suffer
I try to take it
And give them whatever I got in replacement

But Mama I'm naked
Everyone see me
Lie through they teeth say that they want to be me

But they don't know nothing, nothing at all
If these walls could talk, oh the stuff that the saw

What the fuck do they want?
Mama that pressure is back
Inside of my head and I'm ready to snap
I just swallowed up all of the medicine cabinet
And slept through the day but it's still coming back

I think is all in my head
I think I'm already dead
I need a break
I think I want to escape
Hiding my pain in plain sight I been calling it art
They falling in love but I'm falling apart
They think its beautiful all from the heart
But for all this to start Ma that's all that I want

This ain't the boy that you raised
Smile on his face with the noisiest ways
Waiving at strangers and asking them questions
And never sit still when his class was in session

And damn, I should be counting my blessings
I know they everywhere, I can't get anywhere
I'm stuck in second gear, engine is [?]
I wind up drinking til everything's black