I ask you all the time
Was it worth the fight?
We're all gonna die
Tell myself a lie

And now the draggin'
It's hard to care
We're all breathin' and life's unfair
I'm not stupid, I'm not unkind, but
A solid reason, it can be hard to find
It's tough believin' in what they say
When what you know is the other way
Feelin' better all the time, but I keep my head down
I throw myself a line

A never-ending course
An infinite release
I'm spending my whole mind
Just to erase you from me

I'm just lookin' for a sign that what I'm denyin'
It will be worth the grind
Another entail, another tear
A sure reminder that you're not there
It's not funny, it's not a joke, but there's no ignoring the mirrors and smoke
A never-ending course
An infinite release
I'm spending my whole brain
Just to erase you from me

I ask you all the time
Was it worth the fight
We're all gonna die
We're all prone to lie

Just how many times a day
Do I think about dying, but never when I
Ask you all the time
Was it worth the fight
We're all gonna die
Tell myself a lie