[Verse 1: Nedarb]
Really don't like when I'm feeling like this
Gun to my dome 'cause I feel like shit
Wake up every morning like "Imma end this"
I don't really wanna get to hitting these licks
Sick of all these Twitter thots riding my dick
Tryna get the grams, cash imma flip
Tryna get the mansion with bad hoes dancing
Bitch I'm Thraxx you never need to ask me
I'm living a lie, I'm living to die
Take what I can then I run and I hide
[?] I do not go outside
What would happen to you if I fucking died?
Crash and I burn I live I don't learn
I get everything that I do not deserve
Is this life? I'm really not sure
Life or death, I'm just waiting my turn

[Chorus: Nedarb]
Afraid to drive my car down the street
Crashing into the lake feels so free
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
Afraid to drive my car down the street
Crashing into the lake feels so free
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
[Verse 2: Yung Bruh]
Fuck 12, fuck 12, fuck 12
Free my n***a locked down in a cell
Lately I been by myself
I know these fuck n***as want me to fail
Fuck 12, fuck 12, fuck 12
I'd rather die than go back to jail
Laced blunts so my lungs might fail
I got yo' bitch on a Yung Bruh spell
I don't give a fuck 'bout fame
Give a fuck if you know my name
Hipster bitch imma fuck her brain
Yung Bruh bitch I'll never change
Dirty Vans on me fuck J's
Fuck blunts n***a I puff J's
Want beef imma touch my blade
When I swing I aim for the face

[Chorus: Nedarb]
Afraid to drive my car down the street
Crashing into the lake feels so free
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
Afraid to drive my car down the street
Crashing into the lake feels so free
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside
I know I'm alive but I'm dead inside