Sometimes I wonder where you are
How you spend your days
Who you spend them with
It doesn’t hurt as much anymore, but some days I still get lost
I like to imagine you do too
Today is the first day I’ve felt ok in a while
I wanted to remember how it feels in case tomorrow I forget
The days are long here and the light is short
I still dream in the colors of us
I know there’s so much more out there
I just can’t seem to find my place in it all

Do you remember the day I took you to the rock
The way you crossed your arms against my chest
The way the wind held our bodies together
I’m not sure how much you knew or if you even cared to know
but that changed me

I’m afraid I lost track of time
Seconds stretched for days and days into months
I left myself behind many times
You watched me slip from the light
And held me until you couldn’t
I hope against hope for the fog to break
but it never did
I wake early in the darkness now, before the birds
I don’t imagine I’ll see you again, but I wanted to thank you
I know the greatest gift you ever gave me were the words you never said
And if you should ever find yourself alone
With the wind pressed heavy against your chest
remember me