[Verse 1]
Sometimes I look at myself it's
A little bit selfish
I tried but I can't win
You don't even know
How could somebody look at me
And think that I'm happy
I haven't been laughing
Too much anymore

[Pre-Chorus]
You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends
Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in
I'll never change, loving myself is all pretend
And I might never again

[Chorus]
I tried everything to please you
I forgot to think of me too
I woke up and realized
That this is my life

[Post-Chorus]
And every time that I felt hopеless
I fucked myself up to keep on going
And I nеver realized
That this is my life
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wish I was different
And someone would listen
It's hard it explain it
You don't even know
Last time I told you I missed you
It turned to an issue
Guess I was mistaken
I'll leave you alone

[Pre-Chorus]
You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends
Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in
I'll never change, loving myself is all pretend
And I might never again

[Chorus]
I tried everything to please you
I forgot to think of me too
I woke up and realized
That this is my life

[Post-Chorus]
And every time that I felt hopeless
I fucked myself up to keep on going
And I never realized
That this is my life